Tuesday, 2 June 2009

Entry for July 25, 2007

Day 5 of The YES Experiment
I am worried about today's Yes!. I have agreed to "do something with my sister" on Sunday.
I am getting horribly concerned about the state of my book; and I am having great difficulty thinking about anything else. I have a knotted stomach every time I look at the checklist of what's still to be done and the thought of taking a couple of hours out on Sunday is filling me with dread. Real actual dread, like the dread you have when you are being chased by giant lizards through dark forests.
I am so committed to finishing the thing that any time out feels like a dreadful indulgence. So, when JJ asked me if I wanted to do something, I had to remember that this is my month of Yeses, and instead of making an excuse, I said the "Y" word.
What wonders will the power of Yes bring me this time? At the moment, it has brought me a tension headache. What will my reward be?

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