Entry for 23rd July, 2008

I have been flirting with Facebook recently. I know that I shouldn't mention this in Yahoo 360 circles - it is a bit like admitting to an affair. I promise I will sleep on the sofa tonight, and you can take it as read that I have thrown a teapot at myself on your behalf.
Nevertheless, it's true. It's not you - it's me. I was restless. I thought I needed new thrills. I thought the grass was greener.
Is it any better than 360? Well - that's not really possible to answer. Not better. Just different. It reminded me of how it was on 360 at the beginning. When everything was fresh and new and exciting.
But it was foolish, because now I realise that I have 2 mistresses to serve - 360 and Facebook. They both need attention. They both need to be cherished. I need to spen time with them both, and I'm torn in two. I love them both, and it's unsustainable. I am living two separate lives and it's driving me crazy.
I am not a natural cybermorman.